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Uhmm.. yeah.. [16 Jan 2006|05:29pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Okay so.. Its been quite a while since I have updated this... So here goes

You can find me more on myspace.com now... I do update the blog and stuff more than any of the other ones I have ... If you want a link to my page.. msg me and I will give it to you... =o)

-In other news-
-We are losing the house.. so therefore in a few weeks to a couple of months I have to decide if I am staying in maryland.. or going back to arkansas... My friends Tam and Nic have offered for me to move in with them which is cool because I dont think I want to go home right now...
-I am still single.. and coming up on a year of being single... BLAH.... I hate being single... But atleast I have had time to find more stuff out about myself... -shrugs- and have had time to grow... so thats a good thing...But I am lookin to meet somebody and start something..
-My kitty had surgery on her teeth.. and I nearly died.. this cat is my life... and I love her dearly... She still gets sick so Im like freaking out thinking something might be worse but they cant detect it.. -shrugs-... I just hope she gets better...
-I have decided (as well as my mother) that with the way I was with Spice(my cat) at the hosp and everything.. that it would be a good idea for me to pursue a job as a Vet... But Im taking it one step further.. I am hopeing to find the path to which I can get to be able to raise cubs (lions, tigers, panthers, etc) and prepare them for the life in a zoo or safe haven.. But basically I would be taking care of them from anywhere to 6 months to a year.. maybe longer depending if there is room available for them in zoos and such... And this way I can help in my own way to preserve the species and such... Plus I would be able to RAISE a TIGER cub.. or one of them.. -shrugs- I dont care which it is.. I love them all..
-Mom is deciding that she is leaving Jason (thank god, its a bout time) So that is some good news...
-I have met a guy... and screwed around with him... So my friends are freaking out threatening to call the Lesbian Emergency Line telling them they are losing another one... The problem is.. I think I actually like this guy... But i have more issues to deal with than just the lesbian factor.. and his gf -groans- (pls dont send hate mail to me about this.. Im already feeling really shitty about it.. and YES i do know hot it feels... and all that)
-I am still at Bj's.. Coming up on my year there... yeye -sarcastically-
-My 19th bday is coming up... altho I feel like Im turning like 50 from all the work I do...-dies from the pain-

But other than that.. the main things are ... I just have to decide where I am going to end up in a couple of months... -sighs-

BTW I HAVE A MOHAWK!!!!!!!!!! -dances- and you can see pictures of it on my Myspace profile... It rocks... Plus Hopefully in a couple of days I will be able to add to my collection of 2 tattoos or 9 piercings... -shrugs- Im hopeing for another tattoo... The pain lasts longer... =oP

Anyhow.. Im out.. so there you go.. a short and brief update of whats going on... Theres more in my myspace... Once again if you want to check it out.. just hit me up and ill give you a link...


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[10 Jun 2005|05:13pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

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nvm.. nobody cares...

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[25 Jan 2005|04:29am]
[ mood | lonely ]

Im going to die from boredom...

-crosses fingers- I hope I get my provisional sometime this week..

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[20 Jan 2005|04:00am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Okay recently in December I took the offical GED test as some of you know.... This past Sat I got my results back early... Annddd...

I passed and got my Highschool Diploma... my score was a 2780.. altho much lower than my 29 something on my preged test... but oh well.. I got it...

I am waiting for my diploma from driving school to come back and then I have to make an appointment to take the driving test... So Im waiting for that.. and I have to find out what Im going to use to take the test with.. cuz my mom is worried about me using her big ass truck.. and Jasons car is manual.. and he's been too damn lazy to teach me stick shift... -growls- ..So yeah, Im stuck finding out what Im going to use...

And another thing... My bday is in two days... -falls over- ... My big 1..8... And everybody has something to do on my bday -sighs- ... I want to get a way to go to a tattoo shop and all so I can get my tats started... and get another piercing... But I have to find a way.. plus money.. Gah.. and in the next couple of days I have to enroll in the community college and appeal my ss checks being cut off... so I can get money back into my pockets and start lookin for an apt/house and a job... soooo much to do.... -growls- But some how everything is fitting together... -shrugz-

cross your fingers for me...

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So very bored...Stolen from Squeaker [26 Dec 2004|05:44am]
[ mood | blah ]

Name the last four things you have bought:
1) food
2) presents
3) Spiderman 2
4) uhm..sodas?

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
tea, water, apple juice, soads... when i can get them.. goddamn kidneys

Last time you cried?
uhh... i dont remeber

What's in your CD player?
Mix cd, Green Day - Dookie, Blink 182

What's under your bed?
the floor... and some other stuff..

What time did you wake up today?
i woke up yesterday around ..3 or 4 pm ..well thats when i finally got up and out of bed

Current hair?
too long for my taste, blondish-brown on bottom (its growing back to natural color) and on top its.. like a flame of blonde, brown, pastel blue/green...i think im going to bleach it again or dye it black again

Current clothes?
jnco shorts, beater, and sleeveless shirt and icp hat

Current desktop background?
a cool grim reaper with a tribal iron cross behind him

Current worry?
not getting some ppl some christmas gifts, and the next couple of weeks -kiels over-

Current hate?
my mother, her husband

Favorite places to be?
anywhere but here

Least favorite place?

If you could play an instrument?
bass, drums, and finish learning keyboards

Favorite color(s)?
black, blue, blood red, and silver

How tall are you?

Favorite expression?

One person from your past you wish you could talk to:
ha, only one?

Favorite day(s)?
thursdays (for the most part).. and any day when im not home

Where would you like to go?
Germany, Italy, the Carribean, a few places..

Where do you want to live when you get married?
I dont know there is a couple of places I want to live

Number of pillows you sleep with?
4..and my scooby pillows and my fat cat

What do you wear when you go to sleep:
depends.. but for the most part.. boxers or briefs and a beater... sometimes i wear sleep pants and a shirt .. -shrugz- if my mother didnt come in sometimes i wouldnt wear anything half the time

What were you doing at midnight last night:
dozing off and on.. watching movies..

How old will you be in 10 years:

What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years:
hopefully have a career.. be married.. and have other stuff taken care of.. maybe start a family -shrugz-

Do you burn or tan?
burn then tan.. sometimes tho i have actually tanned without burning

What is the brand of your wallet?
uhh.. i dont know? its one i got from hot topics.. with a skull on it..

First piercing/tattoo?
ears (bottoms when i was a baby) and a tongue ring at 15... my first tattoo will be coming

Last person you yelled at?
uhh... probably mom

Last crush?
haha i stepped on bag of chips a while ago and some got crushed...

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UPDATE on the Dead! [25 Dec 2004|06:45am]
[ mood | amused ]


Im still alive lmao..

Just thought I would give a headsups about whats been happening...

1: I took GED test on Dec 9th and 11th... and wont get results till my bday or two weeks after..
2: Started driving school.. Its been going well.. I really like the teacher hes awesome...
3: They said they cant get an earlier date than the 31st for my driving hours with him... NOOO YOU BLOODY BASTARDS! I am going to talk to him and ask if he could call back and ask for a earlier date.. I got TOOOOOO much shit going on in the last weeks of Jan.. and I so dont want to have to wait till Feb before I can take my driving test.. -sigh-...
4: My bday is coming in less than a month... Can we say " IM FINAlLY 18!!!!!!! " ... I know its no big deal.. but to somebody who has been Dieing to get more piercings and tats.. and FINALLY BUY CIGS LEGALLY! its the world.. Oh yeah.. not to mention the capability of walking in a (special) toy shop and get toys.. Oh wait.. I already did.. -innocent look-

Im torn.. I want to turn 18 but no... Ive wait for .. well.. 18 years for that day.. and its come and now im like "No, go back!" I want to get out on my own.. Esp since Cobain and Megan (when she does come) will move in.. But I dont know..

5: I HAVE to get into college Before my 18th bday.. -slaps his forehead repeatidly- Omg.. and the reason I have to is if I go now it will be payed for fully... and i will still get monthly checks which will come in handy.. oh yes..

6: Insert -falls over- here...

Oh yeah... Merry Christmas...! Uhm..

7: and finally.. this Christmas.. well.. it BLOWS.. -kiels over-
(Comment if you still read me.. I juss wanna know who all does)

Ps.. Battling with Trans issues on top of everything else... Not kosher.. -sigh-

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[19 Sep 2004|03:27am]
this world is just completely eating me up...

i just want to slip back into you
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[23 Aug 2004|12:40am]
Magneto - you have a dream all your own, but
sometimes fail to see the downsides of your own
methods. You have a noble heart and truly want
what's best, but the extremes you'll go to to
get it are usually overboard.

Which X-Villian Are You?
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PLS SIGN [22 Jun 2004|01:32pm]
It's been several months since George Bush announced he is trying to lead this country by endorsing a discriminatory, unnecessary and undermining amendment to the U.S. Constitution. We just learned that an actual vote on this proposal has been scheduled in the United States Senate just three weeks from now. You and so many others have been great.

Click the paragraph to go to link. Please do it... even if youve done it before, becuz Bush is tryin to say its okay to hate in this country.

Copy the link on the website and paste it in your journal and have your friends do the same
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[13 Jun 2004|08:40am]
[ mood | crappy ]

Who is going to the DC Festival today?

I can (try to) get to Shady Grove and take the Metro line down to dupont..walk around.. and then go down to Penn Ave and go to the Festival.. But I wanna know if any of my friends are going.. Maybe meet up with ppl..

Cobain was goin to go.. but she was sick.. Damn... I have yet to get in touch with Andrues.. to see if hes goin... -falls over-

I sincerely hate.. not having a damn car... I could so just drive down to Shady Grove or somewhere closer to dc... Park.. get on the metro.. go do my thing.. go back to the metro go back to my stop.. get in my car and go home.. but noooooooo... mom wont help me go and look for a car or get one... -mumbles somethings-

I just want to go.. is that too much to ask? I feel like Im losing my mind, being stuck in this room all the time.. I want to go.. and have a fun time.. Actually DO stuff.. Not sit around my house or somebody elses place.. oy...

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[12 Jun 2004|01:12am]
I can get to bmore... I need a way to DC... =o(

-falls over- somebody or something really hates me ... -sighs-

-whimpers- i wanna go to prideee
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cross posted [09 Jun 2004|08:35pm]
[ mood | hungry n horny ]

Some recent pics of meCollapse )

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[09 Jun 2004|06:34am]
Ive got to figure out a way on getting to DC this weekend..

I think Ill just take the metros but finding somebody to ride along with me is the problem...

-falls over-
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Stolen from Cobain, who stole it from Ellen [02 Jun 2004|09:29pm]
When all else fails, do a questionaireCollapse )
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"Who am I? What am I? Where did I come from?" [01 Jun 2004|09:31pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Seeing as how not many of you will read this...I thought I would fill in the few anyways..

Well.. To be quite honest...since Cobain went back home.. and Scherry is busy all the time and her comp crashes...

There really isnt shit going on...

-falls over-

You know... when you have alot of time to yourself... You start to question things.. Like who you are, what is the meaning of your existance... How would the world change if somebody somewhere did something different thousands of years ago... etc...

I think I am going to go back to reading my Silence of the Lambs...

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[24 Apr 2004|05:45am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Me to Youth Pride... Want to go...

Me no funtion sleep without..

-bangs head on desk- ...

Oh.. Some of the Dc Kings.. -rawr- Howwww Youuuuu Doinnnn?!

Who can come to or pass through Westminster and pick me up to go to Pride?! I will do anything you ask me too.. Uhmm...

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Mwahaha [21 Apr 2004|02:32am]

Which Futurama Character are YOU?
You are..
This QuickKwiz by KwizBiz - Taken 887 Times.
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[19 Apr 2004|09:49pm]
Woo.. I am left with the job of finding a way to Gay Pride again... Goddamnit I need a car...

-sighs- I also need to find a clean beater.. damn pizza being messy...

I think its storming.. or somebody has a really loud car thats sitting by my house... Mmm storms.. = horniness... Gah I need to get some... -nods-..
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Lala.. -innocent look- Now I really want to go to the club.. heh [19 Apr 2004|09:33pm]

Your Secret Fetish Is Exhibitionism!

Sex for you is an adventure ... one which you want the whole world to see.

Closed curtains and dark rooms don't do it for you.

You rather be getting it on in a public bathroom, park, or club.

Just don't let your love juices fly and hit someone in the eye.

What's *Your* Secret Fetish? Click Here to Find Out!

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Your Secret Fetish Is Piercings!

Not only is the pain a big rush, as you know, piercings are a great sexual enhancer.

Sure, you may not be able to get a job with your punctured face,

but you will have incredible sex!

Kiss and suck away, but don't get your piercings locked with your lover's.

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Cross posted.. Stolen from Mandy [15 Apr 2004|05:47pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Wet :: what happens in the presense of hot women/men, what happens when i think about fucking somebody really good.. WET DREAMS!Collapse )

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